My Bud is 16

My Buddy

     WHAT, I just had a baby, I can't be pregnant AGAIN.  Wow what a shocker it was to learn you had been growing in me four months and I didn't even know it. Yup, sounds crazy, but it's true. I was a little nauseous, but I blamed that on the medicine I was on for my heart.

     It seems like as soon as my pregnancy was confirmed I started feeling you move in my swelling belly. Again I had some complications with being pregnant. I went into labor with you, Brian, much too early. The doctors put me on medicine and told me to stay in bed.  With a 9-10 month old that didn't happen. I did my best to take care of myself, and you.  I had several ultra sounds. The last one I had showed you were losing weight, ya needed to come out. My doctor told me on Thursday to stop taking the meds.  He would see me on Monday, if not sooner.

     Very early Saturday morning I stood up and my water broke. We took Krystal to your grandmas, and we headed to the hospital. My back hurt so bad. I was having back labor. I was hooked up to monitors to check your heart rate. With every contraction your tiny heart would stop. The doctor had to get you out, and fast. I would have to have an emergency c section.  At that point I just wanted you OUT.  As soon as they gave me the epidermal the pain stopped. What a relief.

     When you were born, you didn't cry, and they wouldn't let me see you. Within 10 minutes the nurse placed you on my chest. You were so very tiny. Just a little under 5 pounds.  Your nose was crooked because of the way you were inside me. My little man was covered with very fine hair. I instantly fell deeply in love with you.  There was no question in my mind if I could handle caring for two babies.

     Bud you are such an entertaining young man. You have a great, ok warped since of humor.  The love you have for animals is exquisite.  The other day you were noticing something with amazement. That really touched my heart.  

     You told me I'm not allowed to post pictures of you on face book. I am also not allowed to tag you in my posts, or you will de friend me. Ya never said anything about blogging about you. :-P~~~~.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY BUD!!!

Bud refuses to let me take his picture, so I had to sneak the recent one.